I am. Two words, three letters – no object, no adjective, no
adverb, no modifier of any kind – just “I am.” The shortest sentence in the
English language, but a very powerful sentence. Today, we might use it in the
place of “yes” in answer to certain questions. Within Judeo-Christian history
it has a much greater meaning. Moses asked who he should say was sending him
back to Egypt, perhaps thinking it might be Ra or one of the other Egyptian
gods. The answer he received was, tell them, “I am has sent me to you.” (Exodus
3:14) As a result, “I am” became sacred, and any person using the sentence was
stoned. Later, Jesus said, “before Abraham was born, I am!” (John 8:58). The
implication of his words was not missed by his audience, and they were ready to
stone him.
Let’s think about this for a moment. The implications are
huge. I am. Not I was, or I will be. Simply, I am. These two words really say
that, in no way is God restricted by time. To Him, everything is in the present
– there is no past, and there is no future in His world. No past and no future also means there was no beginning and there will be no end. In other words, He
exists in a timeless environment of some kind. This is a concept completely
incomprehensible to us because we are imprisoned by a unidirectional,
irreversible time and cannot conceive of anything else. Yet, this concept
clarifies a very difficult dichotomy within Judeo-Christianity. That is: God
gave us freedom of choice, but before we were born he had plans for us. How can
there be both freedom of choice and predestination? Suddenly this becomes
clear. We cannot understand how a timeless existence works, but if God knows no
time, he knows both what options will confront us and what our decisions will
be long before we are confronted by the necessity of making a choice!
I am. Not I am here, or I am there. Simply, I am. In other
words, God is not restricted by a three dimensional space. He just is. If you
can figure out how this works, let me know! Again, this is a concept completely
foreign and incomprehensible to us because we live in the prison of three
dimensional space. However, if this is true, the belief that God is everywhere
at the same time (omnipresent) becomes a reasonable reality. Furthermore, the
combination of his no time and no space existence makes the belief that He is
all knowing (omnipotent) becomes a reasonable reality. Perhaps it makes some
other incomprehensible beliefs understandable; I haven’t extended my thinking
beyond this current discussion.
I have postulated a possible analogy in a past blog,
but in reality we have no option but to make guesses about how this all works,
based on our weak understanding of our own existence. The day may come that we
will look around us and exclaim, “Oh, THAT’S how it works!” And at that point
we probably won’t care any longer.
Now, returning to “Before Abraham was born, I am.” Today, that is a pretty innocuous
statement, but 2000 years ago it fell on the crowd like a thunder clap, and reverberated
through them like the sound of a perfect bell. Today, there are those who say Jesus
never claimed that he was God. Wrong! This was an unequivocal statement to, “I
am God.” It was not misunderstood by those hearing him. Standing before them
was a man who just claimed to be God. This was sacrilegious, and the crowd
immediately reacted appropriately, picking up stones to stone him.
As I indicated, we are imprisoned in a box of
three dimensional space and unidirectional, irreversible time. We can conceive
of nothing else. It is obvious that God lives somewhere outside this box, and
is not constrained by it. In recognition of our inability to understand, Jesus
also refers to himself as son. He prayed to the Father. Then he said that he
had to return to the Father before he could send the spirit to his followers.
We talk about, and accept, the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit as being
three in one. But we don’t, and can’t, understand this – and understanding is a
basic desire of humans.
I believe “Before Abraham was born, I am” was the only
recorded time that Jesus unequivocally said he was God, but there are other
recorded statements that imply this. John 10:30 – “I and the Father are one” was
sufficiently understood by those hearing him that, once again, they were ready
to stone him. Jesus also indicated the oneness in the prayer recorded in John
17 (verses 11 and 21). (In our “enlightened” world, psychiatrists would
probably say Jesus has psychiatric problem and needs help!)
One of the
basic tenants of Christianity is that Jesus was both 100% human and 100% God.
This is something that can only be accepted through trust – it cannot be
explained. Over the last 2000 years,
there have been multiple heresies developed which attempt to circumvent the
fact. A few of these heresies:
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The Holy Spirit was placed upon the man, Jesus,
when he was baptized, and it left him when he was crucified.
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Jesus Christ was God’s first creation.
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Jesus Christ was brother of Satan.
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And other . . .
While they
are presented in a way that sounds good to the ear, a critical examination of
the scriptures quickly exposes their errors. We are left with the only explanation
possible being that Jesus was the Christ, and that he was God. We can never fully
understand this so long as we are imprisoned in our space-time box.